Monday, September 19, 2005

9/19/05

Snakes. Payments due. Too many people. Something about food.

Words from the waking world: It's been rather quiet here because dreams have been unremembered. I know that I have been dreaming because I hear their faded echoes throughout the day.

For me, remembering dreams seems to work best when I can gather all of the filaments of the dream together while I am still submerged in the dream and pull them up with me as I float towards wakefulness.
Invariably, some of these threads slip through my grasp and slip back into the murky depths of dreamland; most, however, make it to the surface with me where I can untangle them and brush out the knots.

Lately, the process of waking is less like floating and more like falling. One second I am warm and weightless, suspended over the mirror image of the peaceful sky, the next second I am crashing through icy shards of that once still surface. The mirror is shattered and I am struggling to rise up from the depths and reach the surface where I can take my first waking breath.

In the space of that one breath, the world is altered and the vision of how it was is lost forever.

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